the college girl (interlude)

so many thoughts in my head about you during a burning summer,

yet I don’t feel like I have the time to say it all.

I wish I could’ve said more words to you while you were here.

feelings of affection, a touch from the heart

something that seems melodramatic in our era,

yet remains to be beautiful inevitably

even staring into your eyes meant the moment,

and every small moment mean my heart world

I think I have a lot of emotions to give you.

many of them still unexpressed, some only subconsciously thought of.

but now you’re leaving.

nonetheless, I’m willing to hold your hand even when you’re gone.

I’ll see you around again.

hopefully when I drive to your campus and hug you for all eternity,

and so I can express the emotions I never did before.

you’re something special. my soul doesn’t doubt it.