questions by august

how much longer will it take for me to get in a good college so I don’t starve?

how much longer until I can choose between film or music?

how much more until I can get payed for what I do?

how much longer until people can see what I do?

how much longer until I know people actually like what I do?

how much longer until I can call my hobby a talent and myself an artist?

how much longer until I know if I should lean towards being happy or being an artist?

how much longer until I make it?

how much longer until my friends stop cancelling on our plans?

how much until I realize some of the friends I love don’t love me back?

how much longer until my family stops fighting?

how much longer until I can get confident in myself?

how much longer until I can stop being enigmatic and not a piece of shit?

how much longer until I stop being afraid of Instagram and the likes I get?

how much longer until I’m no longer ugly in my own eyes?

how much longer until I can know the difference between self love or selfishness?

besides that, life is going well.