my therapeutic closure

I’m trying to recycle the good things in my head

In my mind, I think I did everything wrong

And I just needed to take some time off

To find out if I genuinely did for myself

I’m sorry if I was too unpredictable

But I keep telling myself

If I can wake up today, I can wake up easier tomorrow

There’ll never be the perfect day

I just need to let go of my emotions

I could play a somber melody on my keys

Or shuffle the depressing songs on Spotify

But how am I supposed to grow?

Advice:

You can take it all in,

But you’ll be stronger if you take it out

Love yourself before you love others

But don’t let that stray you away from them

And hopefully we can still stay close after this

Because I’d love to gush over music with someone

Or act chaotic for the sake of being chaotic

But if you need time that’s fine

And I think I’m ready to fly back to the sun now.