jia- chapter one

I’m ready for the door to open for us

And hopefully you are too

the thoughts that cloud my mind while I stare at the ceiling are about you

visions of the future put me off to peace

I can’t wait to see your smile everyday

Share my favorite albums, as you share yours

Talk about what we hope to see while we lay under a star-plastered night sky

Or even being able to hold you when you cry,

comforting you that everything will be okay

I hope everyday I’ll be able to make you feel something

An emotion that clashes both excitement and fear,

not confusing you in a way, yet with a certain mystery,

that still somehow resonates that you’re safe

I hope you can synch with the anarchy, the madness, the grief I’ve held for too long

You understanding my pain, me understanding yours

You can kiss me if you so dare choose to

I can’t promise whether it’ll bless or curse you

I’m still not concerned about the future

For now, I just ask for you to dance with me in your room

Feel each other’s heart beats as I hold you in my arms

Don’t be alarmed when I stare into void of your eyes.

I’ve felt something about you that I’ve never felt in awhile.