read this when you’re alone

when I look into your eyes, and you’re looking back at mine

it’s like my mind stops functioning, and I can’t breathe

I’m just lost in the oblivion you’ve created for the two of us

despite the laughs we’ve shared over such a considerably small period of time,

I feel like there’s something more between us

Something that hasn’t been fleshed out, yet destined to be

Just by how you look and talk to me

because whenever I call you, I genuinely don’t know what to say

so I say the first thing in my mind to fill the awkward void I created

realistically, I just wanted to hear your voice

just in case if there were something to happen

I feel a sense of hope I haven’t touched since forever

The one that shows me there’s one who senses the curse as well

I hope I do the same for you simehow

I hope one day I can write you the most beautiful melody

One that’s as beautiful as you

For you to listen to whenever you feeling like crying,

or laughing, or just simply existing

I promise I’ll fulfill that one day.

is this a platonic love letter? I don’t know.

It’s whatever you want to interpret it as

I just wanted to explain the things that never left my mind.

thank you, ava gardner.