the jewelry - more things about you

Every time I close my eyes to picture happiness

I see you, holding out your hand with a smile

Being with you is an unbelievable feeling

There’s so many words that I want to tell you

But I know the little amount of time we have

I hope one day we can dance together like we did

That’s when I truly felt free, unchained from the worries I’ve been tied to for so long

There’s nothing that I wouldn’t give just for a moment for us

Somewhere far away, somewhere alone

Like for us to fly off into space

When I sleep, I picture us together on the island of grass, right above the clouds

While the sunset finally falls down for the last time

Me holding your hand, while we talk and lie down

There’s so much I want to experience with you

And there’s so much I want to support you through

I think I finally understand that you’re the one who brings me at peace.

And the only one who could possibly understand my madness

with the chaos that’s circulated around me for so long

And crazily enough, the one to spend the rest of my life with.

I’m still afraid to bring you into the world I’m stuck in

And the terrors that constantly awake me at night

But I know you’ll be able to help me fight them, because you understand

I hope I’ll able to help you through yours

When I finally rest, I hope I can hear your voice one last time.

I’m so conflicted about us

And how I wish I could continue what we started

We’ve only been doing this for so soon, but it feels like forever

Which is why I’m scared on how now I’m not gonna see you smile as much

And I’m terrified about how we’ll both leave after

Your presence, your place in my heart

It can’t be replaced, it never will

I don’t know what it is about you

You changed my perspective

And you changed my usually mindset

Every moment with you is what keeps me balanced

And the look in your eyes is what convinces me to live on to the next day

You’re the only reason I’m still here

I don’t know if you’re truly ready for us to split

I know I’m not

I’m scared of what will happen once we’re both gone

I know we’ll drift, that’s inevitable

But a ration of me still hopes you’ll remember

I know I will, but I know I’ll move on