Us, Leaving Each Other - The Dragon Empress; Conclusion
I remember the time we slow danced together in the mall.
My one earbud in your ear, and the other in mine.
There was a sudden relaxed pace in my mind,
Yet the speed of a lightning bolt in my heart.
That’s when I knew I loved you.
I hope you meant the words you said to me.
If it came from pure illogical emotion and you weren’t truly thinking,
That’s okay too.
Either way, I hope that I’ll be remembered by you, the way I know I’ll remember you.
It doesn’t have to be overwhelmingly positive, but just a subtle touch.
I know I said it too often,
But I hope I aided and inflicted your life for the better,
and this wasn’t only just 3 months that will be forgotten in the future.
One day I’ll be able to feel again. I have to.
Numbness won’t cure me, but only the love I decide to surround myself with
If I go through a thousand tear droplets today,
I hope I’ll go through nine hundred and ninety-nine tomorrow
And maybe one day I’ll finally be at peace,
even though I’ll never feel you in my arms anymore
But I would do everything again,
even if the pain seems unbearable right now.
I cannot be more grateful for how you taught me,
teaching me on how to trust, how to smile, and how to love,
the way I never could for so long.
You took my hand while I was at my lowest, and lifted me to soar into the skies.
So thank you.
Thank you for the security that was brought from the words we shared,
The perspectives I could’ve never seen without holding your hand,
And the love I felt, even just by looking into your eyes.
I’ll always wish you the best.
Godspeed, mi amada.