chains: reprise

why am I still broken up?

I don’t know where to run towards or to leave behind.

My life is in shambles and has been broken

Like shattered pieces of glass on the floor that I can’t pick up

I don’t know what’s the next step or if I need to return back

I feel my mentality constantly changing in beats

and I don’t know how or when to stop

I see everyone around me slipping away every time I blink.

I’m conflicted and confused with the person in the mirror

This is not who I was supposed to be

And it’s not the person who I want to be

I failed at the first step and now I feel fatigued

As if my body decided to stop working so I could only view my failures

I just want to be happy.

And if it means sacrificing myself and who I am now, that’s okay.

I’m running out of time and I’m bleeding out

There’s no escape, but only various doors that all have the same hallway

I can’t move on anymore.