catharsis - Ghost Town by Kanye West

I’m really emotional right now,

and while I’m really emotional, I want to tell you all I love you so much.

recently I’ve been dealing with lots of mental health issues, anxiousness and stress,

questions of my peers, faces, and their genuineness towards me

looking at schools skips a beat in my heart, too much for my chest to handle

but now, struggle after struggle, I can finally look at myself in the mirror again.

music is begun to be fell in love with, back to my heart like it once was

these past three weeks has done so much good to me, ones I never saw

most importantly, a grace given from you.

it means the world you’ve entered my life, truly.

thank you for the blessing.

I’m finally crying now, and it means everything knowing I can feel something again.

I’m free, vulnerable, but I’m alive.

alive means I’m no longer numb as I open up to my peers

as I’ve come back to my spirit and have finally kissed the soul once again,

light shining on my face

one day I know I’ll feel finally liberated from it all,

freedom gifted today, an embracing gifted tomorrow

pick myself up and move onwards towards happiness

I’ll finally come back to love myself again when the sun comes,

and knowing that couldn’t make me happier.

so many promises around me is something I could never ignore.

I’m getting better.