707 Fantasy

I can’t bare to see myself again,

So I release the smoke every time I face a mirror.

We do drugs before the day begins

Because I can’t walk in sober anymore.

Break it or breathe it, either way we’re fine.

The smoke in my lungs rushes through me

And ignites the fire in my veins that you put out

However, it’s only a branch.

We fucked in the back of her car,

Only a few days after you told me you couldn’t do this anymore.

She gave me something that I never got the change to give you.

Her lips tasted like yours, only yet a deadlier poison.

I need to surround myself again by what brought my death wish before,

Yet I still feel more alive then I did when I last felt your touch.